FIGHT FOR IT!!!!

Buenas Noches, all!!!
 Since I've been leaving this blog for a long time.... I think is the time for me to make this blog up-to-date! So, what happened recently on me ?
Ok... let's see ...

After I gone to kedah, I'm really busying with my study ....

My beloved biology lecturer, nickname given by my classmate --> mask-man Kakashi!! He is really cute in every action. So, what causes me saying so? this is because he keep on repeating the keyword in a certain subtopic to make us remember that so that we can perform well in UPS & PSPM. Yeah, thanks to him, I get an A-solid in my UPS.

However, PsPM is around the corner, I'm still havent start my revision yet, I'm feeling daunted this few weeks, maybe is because I din't study and just keep on playing with my "whity", my laptop in my room. Yea, I think this is one of the causes that makes me feel daunted.

So, I think I have to force myself to study by wearing a mask. Actually, this mask is something that causes you suffer when you breathing in respiratory gas, everyone was staring at you with a weird eyesight which makes you feel that you're a weird person.

However, I've got used with it as at first I was feeling shame by wearing a mask. But now, not anymore as I having a sense of pride while I have this chance to cosplay my beloved lecturer, or maybe this will be a trademark of his students.

So, for not disapointing him, I must make my biology an A-solid in PSPM soon. Not much days left, just 15 days left to my PSPM. Somemore, my MUET is on tomorrow, practice havent done properly once, vocabulary havent strengthen yet, grammar havent correct yet, ....... and alot... really cannot stop thinking the causes makes me feel the lost confidence.

Wait!!!!! I cannot lost my confidence, because I already promised someone here to get band 5 in MUET!!! so, here are some words for me, xarren "Xarren, you can do it, trust yourself, trust on your potential, never try never know how far can you walk... just like yesterday.

Yesterday, you've done the runnning in KAKOM running by running in the whole journey till the end until your director also giving applause to you.. you should feel proud .. and somemore you're great far better than what you think.... so, please don't feel that you're fighting alone, yuppie just find some friends to study with you" Wooooooooooooooooooooow!!!!

Thanks to my inner self telling myself some words here.. LOL .. muahahahaha ok, let's see back the list I made this early year what i've done for the list ....
 Before that, let me tell you again what the list are:
1. sleep before 12.30 am
2. Drink at lest 4 liter of water a day
3. Don't makes trouble to others.
4. Don't feel that you're alone, think about this world there are a thing namely friends..
5. Finish up reading the books inside the book shelves.
6. Practice violin until well
7. A total of 20 times in eating fast food. (ridiculous, sounds like impossible!! )
8. Train your left hand to write some words ( study shown that can become more clever)
9. Learn how to play a piano.
10. Learn at least 10 type of food to cook
11. Inculcate the good habit of saving money
12. Get a paroxysm of laughter when you heard somethings funny to make others feel that you're crazy!
13. Tired? just go sleep, don't force yourself too tight.
14. Try to ask your friends' situation now, as you guys already seperate for a long time since din't study in the same school.
15. Forget the grieve before, think positive in the future... ( Law of attraction !! )

 Ok... let's see what I've done.

No.1 nope havent yet
NO.2 nope... drink only 2 litre of water a day unless i get a sore throat only i drink 6 litre of water a day No.3 Yea, i've done well in this
No.4 Still on the way... but not soon later will be accept the thing called friend.. thanks to her ^_^
No.5 Didn't have free time la... need to focus on my study
No.6 din't have the time for this yet...
No.7 i think until is almost 18 times already
No.8 yeah!! can write .. but the hand writing is terribly ugly...those words i wrote was worse than my cousin in kindergarden .... LOL
No.9 haha... didn't touched piano yet.
No.10 haha this one, i already learn 5 dishes ba... 1st one is milo puding, 2nd one, kebab, 3rd one, ice cream goreng, 4th is the bitter gourd soup, 5th one which is the last one i learnt last month which is biscuit, but i;ve forgotten what the step to do the dough. hehehe....
No.11 yea, I'm doing when i'm here, and i did save my syling in a mentos bottle and exchaange with the uncle that work in cafe... that's around RM25... PRo lehh ... muahaha
No.12 Yea, everyone who knows me will know how I laughed... is terrbling.... hehe
No.13 nope, not enough time to use don't talk sleep la..
No.14 yea, but only some of them... of course some la... good friends need only 1 , 2 and 3 might be too much ...
 No.15 Yea i did forget a lot of grieving moment before, after I met her here... (Thanks, God Jesus Christ, let me to meet her here... thanks for bringing me out of the sorrow moment. Ya, she also makes me to have a narcissism Leong ~ hehe) you already finished 5 out of 15!! WOW!!!!!!!!!! that's such a good success ... ya continue ba... Fight for your PSPM!!! Yup, i think i wont be free to update my blog until I finished my PSPM...

 So, it's time to stop here, alright... will tell what about me in the next post... ^_^ Hasta la vista...

2014 清单

Wow, happy new year!!!! XD already 10/1.2014 ... haha
ok... nothing to do recently XD Computer+ing till late night .. shoooo tired now ... cz nw is late night already XD

ok...

蓦然回首，我在去年好像什么也没有做到就这么样潦潦倒倒，懵懵懂懂过了一年，好像过着行尸走肉的生活。 我想应该不只是去年吧！ＸＤ
好啦，今天突然间想到这段话：
放下总比执著来的好啊！ XD
回想起当初的执著，现在的我还真是在笑着当年的我，并且向对当时的自己，傻子！
当时的我把简单思考的事，也当作难题来考虑，并且种种事也越想越麻烦~
我很想对你说：谢谢， 谢谢你当时没有接受我，并成就现在另一个风格的我，感谢你因为你教会我不是每一件事情都像小时候那么样，一说要就会马上得到，等到对那个东西的感觉逐渐减少了，就把它扔到一边去，也谢谢你改变了我！

其实你的出现把我小学的傲气，骄傲的样子给彻底的改变了～　

当然，你的出现让我现在开始要答应自己好好照顾自己，因为只要自己把自己照顾好后，我就能够减少地球上人类之间出现的问题。

所以，在这个　２０１４　年里面，我答应自己最少都要完成　２５　样东西

那个ｌｉｓｔ　是这样的：

１．　１２．３０　前睡觉
２。　每天至少喝够　４　ｌ　的水
３。　不要把自己的东西给别人制造麻烦
４。　不要再想世上只有自己才能相信，因为还有“朋友”这个东西
５。　把之前堆在书厨的书本看完
６。　把小提琴练好来　ＸＤ　　（靠女啊？ 哈哈）
7。      限定自己一年能够吃20 次快餐罢了
8。      学会左手写字
9。      学会弹钢琴
10。    养成储蓄习惯
11。    学会煮饭（至少10 道）XD
12。    开心时，就大声笑，让人觉得你是sot 的那种 （哈哈）
13。    累时，立马休息，不要拖
14。    的空就关心下朋友？
15。    忘记之前的伤悲吧

想不到了，暂时15个先吧！

差不多了，我该睡觉了~

buenas noches y hasta la vista...