FIGHT FOR IT!!!!

Buenas Noches, all!!!
 Since I've been leaving this blog for a long time.... I think is the time for me to make this blog up-to-date! So, what happened recently on me ?
Ok... let's see ...

After I gone to kedah, I'm really busying with my study ....

My beloved biology lecturer, nickname given by my classmate --> mask-man Kakashi!! He is really cute in every action. So, what causes me saying so? this is because he keep on repeating the keyword in a certain subtopic to make us remember that so that we can perform well in UPS & PSPM. Yeah, thanks to him, I get an A-solid in my UPS.

However, PsPM is around the corner, I'm still havent start my revision yet, I'm feeling daunted this few weeks, maybe is because I din't study and just keep on playing with my "whity", my laptop in my room. Yea, I think this is one of the causes that makes me feel daunted.

So, I think I have to force myself to study by wearing a mask. Actually, this mask is something that causes you suffer when you breathing in respiratory gas, everyone was staring at you with a weird eyesight which makes you feel that you're a weird person.

However, I've got used with it as at first I was feeling shame by wearing a mask. But now, not anymore as I having a sense of pride while I have this chance to cosplay my beloved lecturer, or maybe this will be a trademark of his students.

So, for not disapointing him, I must make my biology an A-solid in PSPM soon. Not much days left, just 15 days left to my PSPM. Somemore, my MUET is on tomorrow, practice havent done properly once, vocabulary havent strengthen yet, grammar havent correct yet, ....... and alot... really cannot stop thinking the causes makes me feel the lost confidence.

Wait!!!!! I cannot lost my confidence, because I already promised someone here to get band 5 in MUET!!! so, here are some words for me, xarren "Xarren, you can do it, trust yourself, trust on your potential, never try never know how far can you walk... just like yesterday.

Yesterday, you've done the runnning in KAKOM running by running in the whole journey till the end until your director also giving applause to you.. you should feel proud .. and somemore you're great far better than what you think.... so, please don't feel that you're fighting alone, yuppie just find some friends to study with you" Wooooooooooooooooooooow!!!!

Thanks to my inner self telling myself some words here.. LOL .. muahahahaha ok, let's see back the list I made this early year what i've done for the list ....
 Before that, let me tell you again what the list are:
1. sleep before 12.30 am
2. Drink at lest 4 liter of water a day
3. Don't makes trouble to others.
4. Don't feel that you're alone, think about this world there are a thing namely friends..
5. Finish up reading the books inside the book shelves.
6. Practice violin until well
7. A total of 20 times in eating fast food. (ridiculous, sounds like impossible!! )
8. Train your left hand to write some words ( study shown that can become more clever)
9. Learn how to play a piano.
10. Learn at least 10 type of food to cook
11. Inculcate the good habit of saving money
12. Get a paroxysm of laughter when you heard somethings funny to make others feel that you're crazy!
13. Tired? just go sleep, don't force yourself too tight.
14. Try to ask your friends' situation now, as you guys already seperate for a long time since din't study in the same school.
15. Forget the grieve before, think positive in the future... ( Law of attraction !! )

 Ok... let's see what I've done.

No.1 nope havent yet
NO.2 nope... drink only 2 litre of water a day unless i get a sore throat only i drink 6 litre of water a day No.3 Yea, i've done well in this
No.4 Still on the way... but not soon later will be accept the thing called friend.. thanks to her ^_^
No.5 Didn't have free time la... need to focus on my study
No.6 din't have the time for this yet...
No.7 i think until is almost 18 times already
No.8 yeah!! can write .. but the hand writing is terribly ugly...those words i wrote was worse than my cousin in kindergarden .... LOL
No.9 haha... didn't touched piano yet.
No.10 haha this one, i already learn 5 dishes ba... 1st one is milo puding, 2nd one, kebab, 3rd one, ice cream goreng, 4th is the bitter gourd soup, 5th one which is the last one i learnt last month which is biscuit, but i;ve forgotten what the step to do the dough. hehehe....
No.11 yea, I'm doing when i'm here, and i did save my syling in a mentos bottle and exchaange with the uncle that work in cafe... that's around RM25... PRo lehh ... muahaha
No.12 Yea, everyone who knows me will know how I laughed... is terrbling.... hehe
No.13 nope, not enough time to use don't talk sleep la..
No.14 yea, but only some of them... of course some la... good friends need only 1 , 2 and 3 might be too much ...
 No.15 Yea i did forget a lot of grieving moment before, after I met her here... (Thanks, God Jesus Christ, let me to meet her here... thanks for bringing me out of the sorrow moment. Ya, she also makes me to have a narcissism Leong ~ hehe) you already finished 5 out of 15!! WOW!!!!!!!!!! that's such a good success ... ya continue ba... Fight for your PSPM!!! Yup, i think i wont be free to update my blog until I finished my PSPM...

 So, it's time to stop here, alright... will tell what about me in the next post... ^_^ Hasta la vista...