A day of "Househusband" life

It's a " househusband" day that I hate today the most but this day did let me know something. So, I was busy doing house chores since morning until evening and I felt like if my future is staying in a house and did those SAME house chores everyday, I will get crazy!!!

Of course, every human wish to cheer everyone up by doing the things they ask you to do so and I am the one who always want to do something for my mom like doing some house chores, and for my dad I would like to accompany him and chat with him as many as possible because in the near future September, I will be dispatched to any University that I chosen at Feb 2015.

And now its already 29/5/2015, it left not exactly 4 months anymore. I am worrying about him. However, i know that if we are worrying the things that haven't come yet it's a waste of time. So, what I can do is tried my best to do something for them.

As I said earlier, every human wish to cheer everyone up by doing the things they ask you to do especially the one you cares. However, I might have a choosing difficulty!!! OH NO!!!!

you know, I was a person who are obtuse but dedicated, looks like serious but actually i am kind. unfortunately, not everyone can understand me ... nah it's okay la ... as long as the one you love understand you then it is enough.

back to topic, I mean I wish to something but i cant decide which one should I do first and put priority. Eh, human .. human... why you are so greedy...?

And now only I knew the facts of
You can't cheer everyone up, and when you reach a certain timing, there's something that forces you to growth better in your mind. You must know how to use communication skills to reject others and not too direct that might makes a relationship between a friends or couple or family to be broken.

Moreover, right now, I am being forced by something and pressure from family... I cannot be like the me before. I cannot be like passive, silent, quiet, obedient.

when I recalled back what I did in the past 17 years, I realized that I am too Obedient!!!!!
although that time, I used to convinced my self that I am bad enough because I tried to truancy once or twice.

hahaha so immature that time. but , Now, I will not be that obedient. It's must be a rational explaination and convince only I will hear.

Haha, I am too "clever" enough to follow all the instruction given by mom. Am I a robot in past 17 years?
Muahahahaha .. of course, I will say YES, I AM A ROBOT in past 17 YEARS!!!

For now , after I went to KMK (Matriculation Kedah) I feels like the world outside is different from what my mom told me.

1. Friends are a tools.

Before this, i always think like this. But now i realize friends is actually that can help you to solve problem, stay with you no matter you are happy, or upset or in a depression. She / he will be always be with you.
And Luckily, I do met one of it which is my girl friend, the prettiest and the most beautiful girl in this world, in my heart and in my eyes.
and she is Vivian Kong.

See.. so beautiful right ?

and here's come me BLEK haha

So handsome right ? bahahaha .. yea i am doing this crunchy fried ice cream.. 

haha we were a stranger before going KMK. After that I was deeply attracted by her smile, her action, her voice, her singing, her eyesight, her caring and friendly attitude, her laugh, her motherly ability and ...........

we were having a gap before we deeply know each other.

Before photographer get angry LOL

After photographer get angry...

HAHA this was the different... how we from a stranger and slowly turn into couples together which is my dream too when I started to pay attention on her.

thank Vivian, for being with me every time, every moment in KMK..
I LOVE YOU, Vivian!!!!!

May we are able to stay together till the end of our life. XD
I believe it can, so will you walk with me no matter how hard the road is, how many obstacles are.. I will always be with you and choose you.

You're the special girl that I ever meet.

Let's stay together and be happy every day ~

I am back!!!

Bahahaha, i am back from my matriculation college... YEAH!!!!!!!

Actually, I wanted this post to be the post of my matriculation life...  Baaah ... left it away first... gonna post some emotional stuff here....

I am just wondering how many percent did I have growth since  end of May 2014 to end of April of 2015 ..

From May 2014, I was just a person who are always having a wall to prevent others to come near me because I am a person who are always suspect others is coming near for a purpose, such as gonna use me to help them for some purpose, ask me doing stupid stuff like giving those advertising flyers from house to house like what my teachers ask me to do ...

So. I've been setting a wall for me to prevent others to come near me as well as for me too ...


But, since I have became Vivian Kong friends, I realize that everyone should have a chance, a fair chance for everyone no matter how he or she looks like, how he or she act like. We should gives them a chance to become our friends...  There are no limitation for us to become friends of someone...

Although there might be some jealousy occurs, we are still able to become a friends of each other...

and what she taught me is about "TRUST"

that is not easy to trust somebody, when you are able to trust on somebody, they will be happy and you will feels like the world is going the way you want because when you trust on somebody you will feel relaxed and you will be able to see the world different from your before...

despite my trust wasn't growth much in level  ... but i think i already make it to 40% to trust others dy.... it is a great improvement for me... as we know, we can learn  a bad things in 3 days but when we want to become nice again, it might takes years!!!!

Hence, I believed that i will able to do it until 99% ... where is another 1 % ?
haha that 1% is the way for you to think another method to do something if they betray you.... because when they betray you , you will already have another way or method to prevent it and continue doing the work you want to do....
so never trust on people 100%
but, we can trust on 99 %

Furthermore, she also taught me that never try to lie ... especially those white lies that doesn't come...
From the occurrence we experienced i knew that , what we promised, what we said we have to responsible for it...
Once the words come out from your mouth, you have to carry the responsible for it no matter you are just joking or seriously...
For example, when my friends ask me to go to their room to get back the books, i promised them in 6 minutes i will reach.. but end up i go take it after 5 days...
then i can feel that my friends having a bad impression on me....

so it can be apply in our life too ... in our future too...

we have to be at time even it is a meeting or gathering ... because no one loves to wait others including ... while waiting actually we can do many things, but normally we will spent our time in waiting someone... for the one you wait is valuable to wait then is okay, how about those who are not valuable ... ?

Ended up i can concluded she has taught me that i should be on time.. and do what you have promised... lastly trust on somebody is a easy job but not to trust 100%

Thanks vivian, i can be the one different than before ...
thanks for being with me whole programme of matriculation... i wish to tell you that i love you ...