A day of "Househusband" life

It's a " househusband" day that I hate today the most but this day did let me know something. So, I was busy doing house chores since morning until evening and I felt like if my future is staying in a house and did those SAME house chores everyday, I will get crazy!!!

Of course, every human wish to cheer everyone up by doing the things they ask you to do so and I am the one who always want to do something for my mom like doing some house chores, and for my dad I would like to accompany him and chat with him as many as possible because in the near future September, I will be dispatched to any University that I chosen at Feb 2015.

And now its already 29/5/2015, it left not exactly 4 months anymore. I am worrying about him. However, i know that if we are worrying the things that haven't come yet it's a waste of time. So, what I can do is tried my best to do something for them.

As I said earlier, every human wish to cheer everyone up by doing the things they ask you to do especially the one you cares. However, I might have a choosing difficulty!!! OH NO!!!!

you know, I was a person who are obtuse but dedicated, looks like serious but actually i am kind. unfortunately, not everyone can understand me ... nah it's okay la ... as long as the one you love understand you then it is enough.

back to topic, I mean I wish to something but i cant decide which one should I do first and put priority. Eh, human .. human... why you are so greedy...?

And now only I knew the facts of
You can't cheer everyone up, and when you reach a certain timing, there's something that forces you to growth better in your mind. You must know how to use communication skills to reject others and not too direct that might makes a relationship between a friends or couple or family to be broken.

Moreover, right now, I am being forced by something and pressure from family... I cannot be like the me before. I cannot be like passive, silent, quiet, obedient.

when I recalled back what I did in the past 17 years, I realized that I am too Obedient!!!!!
although that time, I used to convinced my self that I am bad enough because I tried to truancy once or twice.

hahaha so immature that time. but , Now, I will not be that obedient. It's must be a rational explaination and convince only I will hear.

Haha, I am too "clever" enough to follow all the instruction given by mom. Am I a robot in past 17 years?
Muahahahaha .. of course, I will say YES, I AM A ROBOT in past 17 YEARS!!!

For now , after I went to KMK (Matriculation Kedah) I feels like the world outside is different from what my mom told me.

1. Friends are a tools.

Before this, i always think like this. But now i realize friends is actually that can help you to solve problem, stay with you no matter you are happy, or upset or in a depression. She / he will be always be with you.
And Luckily, I do met one of it which is my girl friend, the prettiest and the most beautiful girl in this world, in my heart and in my eyes.
and she is Vivian Kong.

See.. so beautiful right ?

and here's come me BLEK haha

So handsome right ? bahahaha .. yea i am doing this crunchy fried ice cream.. 

haha we were a stranger before going KMK. After that I was deeply attracted by her smile, her action, her voice, her singing, her eyesight, her caring and friendly attitude, her laugh, her motherly ability and ...........

we were having a gap before we deeply know each other.

Before photographer get angry LOL

After photographer get angry...

HAHA this was the different... how we from a stranger and slowly turn into couples together which is my dream too when I started to pay attention on her.

thank Vivian, for being with me every time, every moment in KMK..
I LOVE YOU, Vivian!!!!!

May we are able to stay together till the end of our life. XD
I believe it can, so will you walk with me no matter how hard the road is, how many obstacles are.. I will always be with you and choose you.

You're the special girl that I ever meet.

Let's stay together and be happy every day ~