I am back!!!

Bahahaha, i am back from my matriculation college... YEAH!!!!!!!

Actually, I wanted this post to be the post of my matriculation life...  Baaah ... left it away first... gonna post some emotional stuff here....

I am just wondering how many percent did I have growth since  end of May 2014 to end of April of 2015 ..

From May 2014, I was just a person who are always having a wall to prevent others to come near me because I am a person who are always suspect others is coming near for a purpose, such as gonna use me to help them for some purpose, ask me doing stupid stuff like giving those advertising flyers from house to house like what my teachers ask me to do ...

So. I've been setting a wall for me to prevent others to come near me as well as for me too ...


But, since I have became Vivian Kong friends, I realize that everyone should have a chance, a fair chance for everyone no matter how he or she looks like, how he or she act like. We should gives them a chance to become our friends...  There are no limitation for us to become friends of someone...

Although there might be some jealousy occurs, we are still able to become a friends of each other...

and what she taught me is about "TRUST"

that is not easy to trust somebody, when you are able to trust on somebody, they will be happy and you will feels like the world is going the way you want because when you trust on somebody you will feel relaxed and you will be able to see the world different from your before...

despite my trust wasn't growth much in level  ... but i think i already make it to 40% to trust others dy.... it is a great improvement for me... as we know, we can learn  a bad things in 3 days but when we want to become nice again, it might takes years!!!!

Hence, I believed that i will able to do it until 99% ... where is another 1 % ?
haha that 1% is the way for you to think another method to do something if they betray you.... because when they betray you , you will already have another way or method to prevent it and continue doing the work you want to do....
so never trust on people 100%
but, we can trust on 99 %

Furthermore, she also taught me that never try to lie ... especially those white lies that doesn't come...
From the occurrence we experienced i knew that , what we promised, what we said we have to responsible for it...
Once the words come out from your mouth, you have to carry the responsible for it no matter you are just joking or seriously...
For example, when my friends ask me to go to their room to get back the books, i promised them in 6 minutes i will reach.. but end up i go take it after 5 days...
then i can feel that my friends having a bad impression on me....

so it can be apply in our life too ... in our future too...

we have to be at time even it is a meeting or gathering ... because no one loves to wait others including ... while waiting actually we can do many things, but normally we will spent our time in waiting someone... for the one you wait is valuable to wait then is okay, how about those who are not valuable ... ?

Ended up i can concluded she has taught me that i should be on time.. and do what you have promised... lastly trust on somebody is a easy job but not to trust 100%

Thanks vivian, i can be the one different than before ...
thanks for being with me whole programme of matriculation... i wish to tell you that i love you ...